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January 02

新年帖

 
真的“好久”没有上来了,看见了鸭梨同志的留言,我这更新速度跟你有一拼了哈。
 
现在是1号晚上,但是space发帖时间还是按照国内的时间,改了也没改过来,算了,心里知道是新年帖就好hehe
 
去年这个时候,当跟鸭梨共宿南开时,的确没想到会到这边的长岛来,虽然总有种莫名的感觉好像有可能拿到这里的offer。年后的火车上窦同志电话我SB(学校的简称让人没办法啊)来offer了,当时和老婆都在车上,只能远程遥控见宝同志(最近在NKBBS异常走红啊,我忍忍没有把电脑里的宿舍毕业半裸照帖出来hehe)确认了offer。之后的日子一边实验,一边在天津北京间穿梭;这半年给去北京的校车和城际快车做了不少贡献。学士后“出站”离开南开那天,也了却了一直以来的一个心愿:给总理和陈先生各献了一束花(生平第一次买花,感谢老婆理解和支持,还是老婆选的花);希望南开越来越好。
 
后来就来到了这个村,在资本主义的第一夜不幸遭遇老鼠,啃了我刚刚买的还没拆封的大米... 从小长大好像就没这样的事发生,结果在这里圆满了一次。后来托GSO的VP给office施压,还好后来就没发生类似惨案;但是还是花了一段时间去和印度兄弟“和谐”。之后就没什么新奇的了,上课考试实验,和现在相比知道在SB什么都比较方便,尤其是我们有自己的fishbowel office,相当喜欢那里,虽然那里手机没信号....
 
再后来从SB村来到现在的CSH村。原来觉得作为“村”这个行政级别,SB相当NB,比起周边的St. James等等有名的多,后来发现CSH也是个“村”,SB之外又一个NB“村”。最近在这个村隐居,没有shuttle,没有food service,那是相当的清心寡欲,就差喝西北风了。在此要感谢窦同志夫妇,幸福日子不忘可怜的我;也强烈感谢牛5夫妇,非常仗义的援助,我心里那个感动... 明天就能见到“曙光”了:shuttle和伙房恢复正常,我可以不用愁没饭吃了,容易嘛..
 
Anyway,在一个人孤独并且有些悲壮的CSH生活中迎来了新年(感谢昨晚嵩杰同志直播time square的倒计时,虽然电话里的声音激动的有些傻傻的土人味道haha 不过比起我这种还没进城的,超级土人称号我就留下了),希望过去的平和的过去,未来的就一步步猛烈的来吧!
 
各位好运,在这个被众多人期待了很久的2008~
March 27

卖身长岛

 
卖了,等拿到visa就将意味卖身生涯的开始。
 
这段时间在去哪儿这个问题上考虑了好久,也没少折腾兄弟姐妹朋友们去八卦,thx for that. Anyway, 从中国长岛到美国长岛听起来还比较有趣~
 
先要感谢爸爸妈妈这么久以来给我的支持,尤其是去年经历failure in app后,家里为我担心好多,也许不是言语能表达我对亲情的感激,希望爸爸妈妈保重身体,妹妹天天向上:) 永远爱你
 
感谢老板们对我的信任和支持,三年前选择LMV是我本科阶段最宝贵经历:耿老师,陈老师,乔老师,这里充满家的气息,让我对这里充满留恋。无论以后我身处何处,从事甚么样的工作,都会把这里作为我最珍贵的开始。老师们保重!
 
感谢我的兄弟姐妹朋友们,这一年对于我来说过的比较tough,不过你们的关心和鼓励让我始终对自己充满信心。谢谢光朋、一超、见宝、许文在天津和北京的关照,这一年的生活多谢各位兄弟的照应;谢谢韩英,一超(f),胖子,巴萨的关心和鼓励;一天在街上偶尔听到“伤心太平洋”,马上浮现了大学刚开始的时候02SK在儒西的活动,我想你们... 谢谢星伯,燕子的慷慨帮助,我们美国见;谢谢李平提供的诸多方便,希望以后在北京发展顺利;谢谢坤,盼,静^2,健,磊在大后方给我的支持,烟台见;感谢谈,宣,慧,母,王^n,马师兄师姐们在lab的关照,祝大家paper接连发...... 谢xdjms了!
 
感谢老婆,没有你我不可能走到现在,谢谢老婆对这一年我无微的关心和照料,最艰难的时候感谢陪我一起度过,爱你的pure渔民...
 
感谢自己能够get it through,回首漂离的这一年,尽在不言中。
 
大家保重,有时间再相聚!
December 04

First time as a volunteer

 
偶然的机会参加了World AIDS Day Conferece (WADC) Tianjin China的志愿者活动。摒弃组委会的种种恶心之处不谈,这次经历还是蛮有意思的。
 
在参加志愿者理事会后便得知Dr. Richard John Roberts有可能来南开,后来根据Dr. Rao的指示,和douzhixun、sweetviv以及以前学生会模特队的Bin Xing师姐一起策划这个与Nobel Laureate的free talk。由于这次Dr. Roberts来中国由WADC邀请并赞助,而WADC背后的组委会是个唯利是图的团体,所以南开与之的协调过程可以称为跌宕起伏。最终在演讲开始前3小时得到确定消息,Dr. Roberts来南开!虽然30日在TEDA没能赶回来参加这次极其难得的“面对面”,但依然感到很高兴为这次造访当了回不折不扣的“内应”。当天晚上在酒店举行的Banquet上见到Dr. Roberts时,他还佩戴着南开的校徽,那个亲切啊:) 这次活动的准备过程中和大家合作的很愉快,为了同一个目标一起加班做事情的感觉很难忘,still look forward to the dinner promised by Dr. Cao.
 
会议期间,接待了不少国外学者和各种organization/Foundation的Chairman,各种人的轶闻不少。hopejkl接待的那个肯尼亚的哥们很有意思,嚷着要喝可可粉,乖乖,ms我还没见过那种东西,辛苦了hopejkl为他去超市狂找了;Nancy和Andrew为了在清华的儿子见面激动了好几天,而且拿着一本介绍中国旅游的书籍对博大精深的China充满无限向往,希望他们在西安玩的愉快;Dr. Avram Hershko漂亮的妻子如此耀眼,完全不像60多岁的老太太,年轻的心态让人羡慕;我负责具体接待的Dr. Alan Stone如此的了解中国国情,前台上那句“bad beginning"让我想尽办法去圆场... Anyway,很高兴能够尽自己的力量去帮助他们完成这次中国天津之旅。
 
 
虽然组委会让我们没有任何留恋,但是大家的合作还是比较快乐的,也很荣幸的得到大师们的签名和留影纪念!
 
希望这种级别的人物能够常来南开.
September 09

谁动了我的菌?!

 
 开学了,虽然假期里大家的干劲都未曾消减,实验室中重新开始了新一轮的忙碌。人多手杂,经常会发生东西找不到的情况。今天他们开玩笑说菌找不到了,忽然让我想起了很久以前我丢失的那瓶感受态,至今没有踪迹... 所以就借这个做了题目。
 
本来现在应该在北京。假期汇报工作当天的插曲让我选择留下,希望实验中的插曲可以引出一个lovely story.
 
傍晚去西南村买饭时还碰见了同学,呵呵,在学校就是会时不时遇到老同学,好久不见格外亲切。除了西南村,现在的生活是一条笔直的线:21斋-实验室-一食。每天与“小引河”相伴,过着半“隐居”的生活,倒是乐得清静。
 
今天是新生报道日,没有“过河”去体育场那边,倒是可以从西南村杂货铺感受到新生入学的热闹。与这种热闹的气氛不相称的是这些天意外的凉爽。这个原本非常爽的事情,可是前几天着实是害苦了我。那时东西还没有从北京发回来,凉风习习的月夜,我蜷缩在硬板床上-没有长袖衣服,没有床单,没有褥子,没有任何厚重的覆盖物-只能铺着凉席,卷着大学入学时发的毛巾被,可怜兮兮的熬过了几个夜晚。感谢antiaids师兄,感谢宅急送,感谢门卫大爷,让我重新感受到了“温暖”。
 
现在的生活很简单,在简单的生活中寻找快乐:)---这将是我相当长时间内的追求。

Graduation Day (zz)

Editorial

EMBO reports 7, 9, 845 (2006)
doi:10.1038/sj.embor.7400792

Graduation day -Frank Gannon  

The annual graduation ceremony at most universities is a day devoted to celebrating an important point in students' lives. Examinations are finally over, scruffiness is replaced with fancy clothes and parents admire their children for reaching the finishing line of a long marathon. Most of all, it is a time of unrestrained optimism. I recently attended a graduation ceremony and although I shared the students' joy, I had some sobering thoughts. As I looked at all the smiling faces, I wondered what the future will hold for these students and what established scientists can and should do to help them.

Those who continue to study science after their undergraduate degree generally dream of becoming an academic researcher. Is that because it is the most visible career model they have encountered or because they lack guidance at this stage of their lives? Or is it because they think it is the best job imaginable? Unfortunately, undergraduates gain surprisingly little understanding of what it means to be a working scientist, in contrast to other professions, such as medicine or law. Most undergraduate courses do not allow students to experience the frustration of experiments that refuse to work or—if they do—of being scooped by another group's publication. But despite this, the image of being a scientist and the dream of making useful discoveries remain attractive. The sad fact, however, is that only a very small percentage will have the combination of skills, perseverance, luck, hard work and sacrifice necessary to achieve that goal. All the others will find satisfying—and often better paid—jobs in other sectors. If students cannot see that on graduation day, it might be because it is a day of idealism rather than pragmatism.

While graduates throw their caps in the air—knowing that they will soon come down to earth—we should reflect on how we can help them during the next phase of their lives. Often, a Masters degree is the next step, and a variety of programmes encourages students to think a little further about their future. Some career choices outside academia become visible, which is a positive sign. However, not every choice is always available and some students do not want to stop short of a PhD in case this is disadvantageous for their future. Discussions in the European Commission point to one solution to this frequent mismatch between students' aspirations and job market realities: putting more emphasis on non-scientific training and professional skills to produce a cohort of scientists who are multifaceted and trained for jobs in academia, industry, journal editing, patent analysis and so forth.

There is merit to this, but it would mark a major change in the way scientists are trained. Taken too far, it would be detrimental to the future of science. Even if many students hang up their lab coats, not all will. Is it wise to shift the emphasis so that scientists do not benefit from the hard lessons that are implicit to research training? We tend to overlook or take for granted many of the skills taught to scientists—the intellectual honesty in including the right controls to avoid seduction by artefacts, the need to challenge the interpretation of experimental results, the importance of remaining up-to-date on the literature, the need to put results in context—and all of these are important assets in many jobs outside the laboratory. In addition, as every demographic analysis shows that we need more qualified scientists, we should not dilute their training in primary research skills.

Having stressed the need to preserve what we have, it is nevertheless worth considering how to broaden the skills of those who do not fit well into the academic world. Every supervisor will know the PhD student who is just not the right person for a pure laboratory life but who would excel in another environment. It would be helpful if there were complementary courses that would allow them to make the transition during their PhD rather than afterwards. Unfortunately, such courses currently fit neither the standard demands for a PhD programme nor an additional postdoctorate cycle of training.

Meanwhile, back at the graduation, officials' speeches make everyone glow, students beam with self-fulfilment, parents realize that their assistance—both financial and emotional—was worthwhile, and the faculty have the satisfaction of bringing another group through the system. Freezing this moment in time has an emotional effect. Each individual on the roll call will go on to have a life of joy and pain, of positive and negative experiences. Loss, hardship and frustration will be mixed with awards, publications and job offers. The future always seems more promising than the present, and the present on graduation day is pretty good—even if it is not quite the reality.

July 05

路口

前天晚上送走HY后,除了要留在南开的同学,其他的朋友基本都离开了这里。送别总是充满感伤,火车开动的那个时刻,我们正式挥别在一起生活的岁月。比较遗憾没有赶上回来送newcomer,之前答应好要回来送的,无奈于北京的交通,我赶到天津站的时候火车已经开出...
 
昨晚从实验室出来后,想起要回到一个人的驻地,心里非常空非常空。忽然很想昔日的同学们,于是背着书包一路走回西区,想去寻找哪怕一点点可以寻找到的踪迹。将近西区时全校停电,在漆黑的宿舍里碰见卿哥,那种感觉从来没有那么亲切。谢谢朋友们的安慰,打搅了许多已经在家休息的同志们了。今天一觉醒来好多了,生活要继续,而且可能会越来越tough,忙起来就好了...
June 09

从天津回家

偷闲,今天应该可以踏上回家的行程。
 
生活中总是有那么多的意想不到,也许之前预想过大四这个时候回家应该是什么心情,但肯定不是现在的这种心情。今天将我最终梦幻版的论文打印出来,留给Lab一份,一份留给自己。组会时,感觉自己很随便,跟陈老师、乔老师在一起的感觉就像跟父母在一起一样,感觉很温馨,我就是那个总提问的小黑孩:) 没办法,我不懂咋办 这个时候想起要离开,还是蛮不舍得...就像论文中写的那样,回想我的大学四年,浮现最多的是这个实验室。这里,我大笑过,疯过,玩过,犯错误,也独处过,连轴过,寂寞过,难过过...很怀念自己一个人照看实验室的时光,虽然那个时候最难熬,想起还有几间屋子要我看着,心里还是蛮有依靠的感觉。
 
前几天在我还寻思回不回家的时候,巴萨夫妇就通知我他们要去长岛了。明天他们启程,我负责部分接待工作,呵呵,回家的两天还得忙一下“公务”。
 
还没买票,去火车站再说吧,估计是得站着回去了,13h,不长不短。估计不会比最难的时候难熬。
 
走了,quit from不属于我的热闹和宣泄-最后一次从这里启程返航。
 

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